mmmmmm......rabbit food

This month hasn't been the greatest start to my new year. Hard to believe it's the last day of the month. The only thing I have accomplished is finishing a painting I wasn't sure I would finish and I'm starting another that I hope I can have complete for the art show at our church. Other than that my exercise routine has gone out the window. Why you ask?  Well.....I can't walk let alone do one jumping jack on my poor tired feet. If I had a saw I would hack them off, burn them, let a dog rip them off my poor legs. Okay sorry that was kind of scary but honestly my high tolerancy for pain has ended I HURT! I try hard not to complain about anything let alone use my blog for it but my feet aren't getting any better. Ya'll know what I mean I was getting bad on facebook a week ago every post was me complaining I was hurting so bad all I wanted to do was focus on things that normally don't bother me. My goal for this next month is to find a foot doctor and begin to feel like a human being. Because I can't even stand without my feet KILLING ME! I already bought myself a new pair of shoes which is a start. We are also focusing on what goes into our body. I think exercise will have to wait till I can walk again so diet is key! So no candy hearts,boxes of chocolate, or those sinful chocolate covered cherries mmmmmmm.....nope we are eating rabbit food!! So we can reproduce like rabbits :)

Proud Mary keep on burning!!!

I have to be honest otherwise I will fail miserably at this attempt to lose weight and become heathy so I can get fat again. :) By the way its early in the morning and my brain isn't quite awake yet but I haven't blogged in awhile with Christmas and stuff keeping me busy.
After a failed Christmas I call it failed because I didn't shop much and I never got my Christmas tree up heck I didn't even wrap the presents I did buy. This would be my wonderful depression trying to settle in and with it I got lazy. I took a week off  P90X because I hurt so bad I couldn't even sit down. Well then when I planned on starting back up our DVD player stopped reading disc no big we still had the XBOX to use. Well I also do my dance workout on the XBOX and I used it when I couldn't do P90X it died too!!! So another week went by no exercise and I hate to say overeatting. But amazingly I didn't gain but 5lbs back and this last week they melted away again. I had noticed my pants fitting differently and struggled at work all week keeping them up especially because I was so busy with returns I never stopped moving. That made up for my lost exercise. So we bought a new XBOX now were back to killing ourselves.
I know a lot of people make new years resolutions and many people never stick to them. I plan on this year not wasting money. Yep that's one of my new years resolutions the other is to get this house decluttered. My third resolution is to push myself to meet my goals. I know I'm only supposed to have one but there is many things I need to work on.   I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me. I strongly believe without him I'm nothing and when I start getting depressed and start to give up I know I need to have a time out with God. Those are allowed but not being lazy :) I would like to thank everyone for taking the time out of your day to read my blog you have no idea how much it means to me. Ya'll are the greatest support I could ask for your encouraging words keep me going. Wishing everyone a Happy New Year. Off I go to do more laundry :)