:) I just realized as I sit here finally that I completely missed the month of Febuary and I know why. Personally I can't stand the month of Febuary not because of Valentines Day actually I love Valentines Day. Oh no its more personal I lost two important people in my life in Febuary and I miss them like crazy and this year another two family members joined the list. It's been rough and I cracked under the pressure. I cheated on my diet bad and surprizingly didn't gain anything. Maybe greaving you burn calories I don't know but I am happy to say I didn't fall off as bad as I thought. Here's the list of things I cheated with fried onion rings with BBQ sauce, pizza which made me wish I was dead, and cookies and a big slice of cake! Yep I cheated like crazy! But I still lost two pounds that week lol funny how our bodies work.
I still don't understand all the crazy things our bodies do during the week but I could write a book on what mine does. That's why it's so important not to weigh ourselves daily if we did that we would definately be discouraged. I mean in a course of a regular day of eatting only the things on my plan and vegetables and my 8 ounces of meat I gain in weight over 5 pounds a day!!!! Also on Mondays when I go for my appointment I wouldn't be surprized by my loss if I weighed myself everyday. I love to be surprized it makes me ready to tackle the rest of the week. :)
This week I go in to see Dr. Lubin. On Thursday I had blood work done and a urine test. It's to make sure that the metformin I am on isn't messing with my kidneys. I feel great never better and my high blood pressure is gone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have normal numbers and I can't wait to see Dr. Lubin. I hope being excited doesn't raise it up??!!??
I also in the month of Febuary went and saw my sleep disorder Dr. Ramerez. He was so happy with my updates and was shocked to see that I had lost as much weight as I have and that he hopes I continue to do well.
Okay so here's my weight now 183lbs. from 256lbs. I wish I could remember how many inches I have lost. Lets just say it's a lot! I am now in a size ten pants in most brands. I also went to Victoria's secret and bought myself some pretty new bras too. Happy to report and sad at the same time that my boobs haven't gone down a size just my diameter is now a 36 from a 44. :) Ugh....and because my frame is getting smaller my shoulders have been hurting me. I blame it on my boobs but I have been working my arms trying to get my flabby arms under control and I think I haven't been overdoing. But I could be wrong.
Last but not least I have been noticing these weird things poking out. My husband calls them hip bones? I haven't seen these since I was going thru puberty. My neck bones too have started to stick out it is kind of freaky. My wrist bones are starting to show and the tops of my arms are getting leaner too. I know my face too is starting shrink I have one chin now and my knees are starting to also show. My ribs poke out too when I lie flat and if I sit with poor posture my rib on my right side pokes me. Weird huh? My hands are now so small I can't wear my wedding band not even on my thumb. I had to put it away so now it looks like I am single. Sorry guys I am married I don't need a band of gold to prove that :)
Also next month I plan on visiting my mom and brother and neice in Texas. I haven't seen my mom in almost three years and I miss her like crazy. I am definately not the same Eve she remembers I am half the size I was but still her Eve and can't wait to see her. There are so many things that I want to say in my blog today but I feel if I don't stop now I will just keep running on and on. So my final thought I swear is about a friend who is going thru the same thing as me but her situation is a bit different. She went to the same Dr. I had gone too for infertility and was given clomid to kick start her ovulation. It didn't work and she was shown the door by the same Dr. I am not going to bad mouth this Dr. if you have spoken with me you know who it is. I am not fond of this Dr. I am still hurt by the waste of my time and $$$$ to be told nope you're to fat I can't help you any further. My friend took my advice and found a new Dr. too see. She went on Wednesday to see Dr. Ramme I believe is how you spell his name and she was very impressed by the compassion of him and the staff at Coastal OBGYN. My friend had a depo implant inserted into her arm several years ago. They don't do this kind of birth control anymore and she still has the implant tubes in her arm and he thinks they still have medicine in them that is causing her not to ovulate but he also said if she was still having her periods every month and regularly that it could be a blockage in her tubes. So she is having a sonagram to check for blockage and having the implant removed. She is getting answers and I am excited for her and I can't wait to see him too. I need my female check up and I am definately taking my records elsewhere. So that final thought I say have a wonderful week and thank you for reading my blog till next time take care!
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