Worried,scared, but hopeful

I wasn't planning on writing on my blog tonight but the longer I sit here and the more research aka googling I do on ovulation the more excited and scared I get. I went out last week after my Dr. appointment and bought the two month supply of ovulation testing sticks and I got the good ones with the digital display. I wasn't expecting to ovulate after all the trama from the surgery but something told me go ahead and see. Sure enough I am ovulating this week and I have been having ovulation pains. I thought I was losing my mind I am so hopeful and scared right now every little twinge in my ovary area is making me nervous. Then tonight I started to bleed. Not blood gushing but spotting. I started to freak out got a bit nervous and thought OH CRAP I need to call the Dr.

Luckily there are lots of great sites for women like me who freak out over everything. Apparently  my bleeding is caused by the egg being released from the follicle and the contraction caused by the follipian tubes moving the egg. I have never had this happen before EVER. I have never had ovulation pain or bleeding this is all new to me and because pain and cramping is involved I thought I was about to start my period. But I knew that wasn't happening it couldn't be not with all the work I just had done to me. I am worried, scared, but hopeful that we can do this naturally. Keep praying everybody it takes two weeks for the egg to do its thing. Keep praying it can go where it needs to be and not in my tube. Pray for my peace of mind and not to stress out over this. So many great things are happening but I am too busy worrying about what I have no control over.  I thank you all for reading until the next update love ya.