Ice cream you scream we all scream for icecream.....

I was supposed to write a blog last week and really I am supposed to write this one after my weigh it but I felt like if I didn't get all this stuff out of my head and written or rather typed I would forget it. Sooooo.....bare with me as I tell you all the great things going on.

First I am struggling and certain people are trying to sway me to cheat. I can't cheat at all and let me tell you it hurts. I have had so many attacks from Satan these last two weeks I have lost friends. Friends who I was already having issues with. I am hurt about it but I can't take negative people in my life right now I need encouragement. Sad thing is I don't think they even care. That hurts me the most. Now don't think I did this lightly because it tore me up inside I love this person but they couldn't see that I have changed and that I am trying to make more changes. I want to be the person God intended for me to be and I need everyones help to do that!

So last week my weigh in I was down another 3 pounds! I didn't lose any inches bummer but my total for one month is 25 POUNDS!!!!! SWEET! Remember how I said I went shopping at Goodwill and bought new work pants. Two pairs were 16 and the rest were 18. I wore one pair for the first time this week and I had to fold them over twice and they were still too big :) I felt like I was wearing pj pants instead of khakis.

This week has been a crazy one and unfortunately I didn't get to the gym at all! I know bad Eve no cookie not that I can have it lol. I hate confessing to Jennifer my nutrionist that I didn't exercise at all this week but later on today I meet with Chris's personal trainer and we are going to burn some fat guaranteed! I am looking forward to the workout and then again I'm not. It is hard to build exercise as a habit. Especially when your old habits used to be eatting a whole container of ice cream in one sitting. Or a bag of potatoe chips I blame it on lays hello you really can't just eat one!!!! No it's my fault and when you take responsibility for your mistakes it makes fixing them that much easier.

Well....that being said I will now get ready to go in for my weigh in I don't need luck just pray for me I pray every night for all my friends even the ones who don't believe. Love ya'll I may have another blog later today so stay tuned :)