Happy New Year!!! Yeah I know a bit late on the blog but I have been busy. I know I know excuses but really I haven't had time to sit and relax enough for my thoughts to come out. Actually right now I am having trouble getting them to come forth but I will blah blah through it. :) It's been rough with the holidays I was a good girl and didn't have anything I wasn't supposed too. But I am still to this day missing all the fried food that I find comforting. I know I am not supposed to find comfort in food but it's hard to reprogram yourself. I grew up eating pizza my mom was a single parent. She worked long tiring hours at work and then came home to us kids who were hungry .There was never any food in my house growing up. Well not real food. We had ramen noodles and mac and cheese maybe some bologna. I remember summers being filled with bbq spam and white bread. I used to eat bread with sugar on top of it and throw it back with a ice cold two liter of coke. No wonder I got so big lol. So breaking these habits of eating wrong is very difficult for me. I really have to focus on my goal and in school they don't teach you how to set a goal and to reach it. You just have to do it and it is hard ya'll.
Baby steps baby steps. So when people ask me how much you have lost I say I am half way to my goal. My goal is 100 lbs. I have a little less than three months to achieve the rest of my goal. I plan on seeing my mom and brother at the beginning of April my birthday and I plan on having a big slice of cake and some ice cream which I miss so much :). Of course I can plan all I want it's up to God. I really hope it all happens like I want because I miss my mom and brother and niece like crazy. It's been almost three years since I have seen them. Even if I don't meet my goal I am still seeing my mom I just won't get cake to go with it lol.
On another note I have been going thru my closet and having a wide collect of clothes that are in need of a new home. Size 22 and 20 pants. I have a suit also size 20. Lots of cute still in style tops and even a pair of bell bottoms with fur on them! It's real fur too! I want to give these to someone I know to wear. If interested message me on facebook.
53 pounds to go!!!!!! Love ya'll will try harder this year to keep this blog updated but I can't make any promises. ;)
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