Loose in my caboose.

Yep my butt is disappearing. Last week was a bad week. I now understand why my Dr. is keeping me on Metformin. I am NOT diabetic by any means. I have a fasting blood sugar of 80 that is normal. What I do have a problem with is fat. Our pancreas is what makes fat. So by taking Metformin my pancreas is getting a nice break. And with the diet I am on it is really getting a nice vacation actually. So the Metformin is a diet aid. :) I stressed out about it so much I raised my blood pressure. That the Dr. was not happy about and I am working harder to not get upset over stupid stuff. Unfortunately if I can worry about it I will. It's in my nature. It's something I am working hard to stop doing.

But enough stress talk lets talk about Monday. Five pounds down 1/2 inch in my boobs 1/2 inch in my waist and 1/2 in my thigh. Arms still the same they are going to be the hardest to get rid of. That means............DRUM ROLL PLEASE 49 pounds LOST!!!! That being said I am now officially at the half way point. 57 more pounds to go to reach 150 pounds. I am planning on visiting my mom in April and I am going to be my goal weight by then come hell or high water!!!! No cheating allowed this coming week is going to be rough. But I have will power. Tomorrow night I plan on making a coconut cake and not eatting it. Which is hard since I have never attempted this recipe and I like to try them out before serving them. So to my family I hope the cake tastes good. I found the recipe on pinterest so I really hope it is a home run and not a knock out. :)

Also today I bought a pair of 14!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay I am excited but I haven't tried them on yet but I am almost sure that they will fit and on the same note all my old clothes are still to be gone thru. I am lazy. Well that and for some reason I still think of myself as large. Like I am going to fall backwards. That and I love my clothes. I have very pretty clothes and spent a good bit of money on them. It's hard to say goodbye to the old me. I know clothes don't define me but it's hard to say goodbye to what you are comfortable in. So with that being said I probably need to go thru those clothes after church Sunday. No excuses and you can hold me to it! :) Merry Christmas everybody love ya!!! <3