I'm on pins and needles people!!!!!!!

This has been the longest month of my life. I had a wonderful visit with my Mom, Brother, and Niece. Then when I thought I was done visiting family more family came to town to visit. I got to see my cousins and my Aunt and Uncle from Ohio. Good times best visit EVER!!!! I also got to meet my brothers fiancé.  It also has been crazy at work lots of changes and none for the better. My stress level has been through the roof! Stress isn't good for anyone and with me it means my diet suffers. I won't lie I cheated and cheated some more. I am surprized by last weeks total because I have been in a plateau for so long. Soon I will be actually starting a new diet one that is much healthier and not low carb. I am always worried about starting something new. Which brings me to why I am on pins and needles. Friday I get to see Dr. Ramie again and talk about my PCOS and he will be doing a transvaginal ultrasound on me to check the shape of my cervix and if I have any scaring from endometriosis. The reason he wants to check the shape of my cervix is because if it is tilted to far sperm can't get to where they need to go. I am actually hoping it is my cervix and not endometriosis because one means surgery the other means turkey baster. Yup you read that right turkey baster. Sign me up! Hhehehehe okay sorry for the joke. Some got it others are scratching their heads and wondering if I have lost my mind. Well....maybe I have been up since 2 am. But really I need my prayer warriors to pray for answers and results and that Dr. Ramie can see my problem and easily fix it without surgery. The only surgery I want is a c-section when I have two beautiful twins :)

Since I have your attention I guess I could share my weird dream I had the other night. I dreamed I was having the ultrasound and due to when my period starts Dr. Ramie could see a fertilized egg developing. That dream had me so hopeful I actually looked up when an ultrasound can see a fertilized egg. I was shocked to find out that yes in fact you can see it at 3 weeks. Would it not be an absolute miracle if I was indeed pregnant when I go in on Friday. I would freak out! I mean it's possible Chris and I haven't not been trying if ya know what I mean ;-)  Well I guess I will wrap this up now. I am sure some thought I had will occur to me when I push the send button on my computer. It almost always happens. I thank you all for reading and supporting me with your love and well wishes. I am very grateful to have such wonderful godly women in my life. I love serving with you and being your friend. Thank you thank you thank you!